Have you ever been hurt by someone that much that it physically hurts? Betrayed by someone who you thought was always going to be there for you?
This weekend something happened that I don't want to go into here but at the moment I am so upset..so drained..and so hurt that words can't even begin to describe it.
This person (or I should say people) are supposed to be my family. The saying you can't pick your family springs to mind but I've been thinking that for 40 years now and I know it has finally come to an end. No more will I be hurt..no more will I be bullied...no more will I be intimidated by my own mother and brothers.
This is it..this is the end of any relationship I had with any of them.
Sad..I know..but thats life.