Hi chickens..how are you all?
Better than me at the moment I hope. :(
I've just come back from the doctors as I just can't cope with this tiredness anymore to see what he thinks and it looks like a CFS flare up. :( I'm so pissed off..I've been travelling so well with it all in the past 12 months that I honestly thought it was going away. I mean I'm always tired but not fatigued and let me tell you there is a MAJOR difference. CFS (Chronic Fatigue Syndrome) is a debilitating disease and one I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy. At my worst I lay on my lounge for weeks on end not being able to even hang out the washing. I have to rely on everyone for everything. It's a struggle just to get yourself out of bed in the morning and get the kids off to school..even that would see me on the lounge for the rest of the day. Towards the end of last year I came over all tired again but that didn't last too long. I think it was because I'd broken my wrist and I wasn't doing as much as I usually did. Not like this time though. Almost since Sunday I've been slothing and going to bed really early. Last night I was meant to go to a Parents meeting for Jacks Holy Communion but there is NO WAY I could've got in the car and driven there..I was just too weak and too tired. It totally sucks!
Yes..I've been extra busy lately but nothing that I couldn't handle. I've known from past experience to call in help when it's needed and not to push on 'cos it makes me too sick.
I'm hoping if I rest this week I might start feeling better and it will 'go away' again. Fingers crossed!
I've had Jayden home all week to and have just had him at the Docs also. Seems one of his tonsils is a bit inflamed. Mother of the year award goes to me yet again for waiting 3 days to get him to a Doc..but seriously I wouldn't have made it Monday or yesterday.
Rhiannon has been home for the past 2 days studying for her HSC trials..God love her. She studies so hard and we are so proud of her. :)
Josh and I had a HUGE argument on Monday night! OMFG..he came home with SO MUCH attitude and I'm not taking his shit! OK..he's probably tired to with the different hours he's working and he's been taking the push bike and training it all week but hey..he was told all this before he took the job on that it wouldn't be as easy as what he had. Little turd!!
I obviously haven't done any scrapping and I've decided against entering the EDM comp. Too many restrictions for me and I'm still getting over the A-Z comp I think..although the Masters (which I obviously didn't make the Top 100 of). I think I'll just concentrate on scrapping LO's of what I want for a change without restrictions and see what I come up with. I have a Basic Grey lunch pail that I bought for the EDM but I'm going to do a Family album in that..sort of like a layout of each family member from my kids to Michael and I, then their grandparents, cousins, aunties etc so in the end there'll be a mini LO and bio of each person in our immediate and extended family. Might see if I can fit friends in to. It will be good to come back to and look at in a few years time to see how far each person has grown and come in life.
I also want to scrap a 8.5 x 11 album and was thinking of doing a wedding album in this size. As I've been researching my family history for 13 years I have heaps of wedding pics of people so I might do LO's of different people in our family's wedding days. Something different.
Anyway I'm off. Might see if I can muster the groceries while I have Jayden home to help and get his antibiotics while I'm out.